March 29, 2008 – Spring Broken

Why is it still so cold here in NYC? My baby told me that it could not POSSIBLY be Spring because it is still freezing outside.

I agree.

I’m so tired of being cold. However, I realize that the warmer it gets, the less inclined I will be to actually study. Better that it stays cold for now.

I love yellow, I’m happy that the fashion illuminati finally sees it my way.

I miss brunches with my faction.

I miss having my own money.

Most days, I love being an AKA. Others, not so much.

Why is everyone on earth pregnant? Makes me want to have another baby… sometimes… but not really… just occasionally… maybe.

Also… Kwame Kilpatrick? Go away. Please. Seriously. It’s embarrassing already. Spitzer did the right thing. You? Follow suit.

David Paterson… we love you… we really do. Is there anything else we should know?

Can’t wait until November 2008. The campaign for the Democratic nomination is bringing out all the worst qualities in everyone I know.

Why does this individual always want to know what I’m doing? I’m a perfectly harmless person. I am sitting here quietly, typing my thoughts. I am not EVER engaged in any illicit activites. Damn…. that shit makes me tired.

I return to class from a very unproductive Spring Break on Monday. I really enjoyed having absolutely nothing to read, comprehend, consider, decipher, brief, etc. My first year as a law student is almost at a close, and it seems that I may actually survive. I’m not sure about the student part… I’m no legal scholar, that’s for sure. BUT I do have a passion for the law, and I enjoy discussing it and applying my knowledge to situations.

I’ve also started thinking about my calling. What I want to do with my life, how I will leave a mark on the world. I think that I have the power to cause a shift in direction for someone else, and I want to pursue that. More on that at another time.

This reflection has caused me to think about my friendships, those who really value me and my love. I will probably end some relationships sooner than later. It’s very draining to care for those who show you by action or inaction that they don’t reciprocate your regard for them. I battle with this constantly, because those who I love, I want to keep near my heart… but it’s a two way street.

I am a very unforgiving person. I tend to carry the worst hurts with me always. I HAVE to work on that.

Looking forward to Kevin’s wedding and seeing my ace boon sandsy. New Orleans, here I come! I’m still mad that this trip is costing as much as my own wedding, but the short vacation will totally worth it.

That’s all for now, I suppose. Thanks for putting up with my randomness.

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